the never ending story

there's not enough time in a day

lets just say
tonight was everything and nothing i expected to happen
camping was in the plan, to follow through all night
but mothernature and brian thought otherwise
it started pouring and then brain, our source of shelter, decided to leave
that meant 'pile in the car we're goin to my house'
haha thank god for grandmas who dont give a shit who sleeps over
my house is full of keri, lucy, stephan, adam, and jesse
two of which decided to vomit all over my bathroom
and others who basically raped my dog [do not attempt at home]
but all is well now, everyone is tucked in and fast asleep
and i ask myself why i do this for people?
but i think the real matter is:
if i were in a similar situation, i would want someone to do the same for me

haha i love my life

how can you say one minute something so beautiful
..the moon looks so old and fragile that i could fall out of the sky.
and the next minute say
..the moon's so orange that it makes me just want to eat one.

haha because anyone can!

why would you worry about that 'n' this?
if not only yourself knew,
but everyone else knew you were putting on an act

i can understand wanting to fit in ..wanting to be loved
but your true friends ..true lovers
will accept you for you, and only you


to think no one can befriend you, if you can't accept yourself

this, this, and this..

im craving it so much
but what is it really?

how i feel about everyone haha

today's been a wreck
filled with stress, frustration, and lack of thinking
but at least i can come home with a smile on my face :)
im too grateful to have my babies at school bringing me up when im down to be looking glum
i keep telling myself summer's almost here
its kicking in nicely along with too much anticipation
2nd to last day of school the whole class is going to six flags
LAST DAY OF SCHOOL IS THE FIRST DAY OF PRIDEFEST!!
haha bring on dancing for 8 hours and loosing 20 pounds while doing it
whoo whoo!!

but its 9:30 and i still have math to do
curse algebra, along with mr. mike

ps. something that's stuck with me all day today and i cant seem to stop thinking about
'we don't say a word, for there's nothing we'll say that hasn't been heard'

hello everyone
im just beginning to get used to this live journal
but im stoked
bed and a book
goodnight